There is no more tidy faith to ride the waves of this life
No more fearsome ambition to feed my hunger for success
There's only these:
words and visions in my head
pounding out color.
the royal purple, blue and gold
through my mind
and across my eyes.
Characters of ignoble intent running through my imagination
destroying kingdoms and waging war against the tyranny of the status quo
all of this
all of these
and the light of the waves.
the final score
and how the film will come to its end.
We all want to know the future
but I never wanted to find out
my long trudge towards death
in all its gory detail.
Yet here I am
with the knowledge of good and evil
running through my veins
fueling my racing,
Completely, utterly, desperately, beautifully, broken